HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL

yey....
how are you? here it is grate, let's talk about new year.
last night, for the new year we went to shir's house, and had dinner, ice cream... it was nothing special, but i really liked it...
so, i tell you, we went at shir's, we had dinner, soup, salad, salmon, and potatos, we had ice cream, and played a card game, bullshit! it was good, but in the beginning it was really difficult to understand something, i was really quite, i was saying nothing, and one of the guests kira (i think) thought i couldn't speak english! you know, while 6 people are talking really fast all together, it is difficult to catch every discussion, even in your language, try to think how it was for me, six people talking really fast in english, i was understanding only fabio, going on i understood a little bit more, but i was still unable to talk, because it takes me more time to think in english, they were faster than my thinking, and so i was just thinking: "now i say this" when i found out the words they were already talking about something else. it was very difficult. in the end we were only four people, we were talking about gay and lesbians (alex, a friend of fabio's gay) and so i said something, i was so happy, fabio was too....
it took more than an hour to get back home, by car, we were in the other side of london (shir lives in the north, i live in the southeast), it was at the opposite, that car was really small with five people in it! i slept on george's shoulder.. i was too tired!
than we came back home, i went in fabio's room, we stayed there until 5 o'clock in the morning, cuddling kissing and doing stuff...
grate new year, nothing special, but im happy i learned something, it is getting easier to understand people, i just have to get used of someone accent, after it become easier...
HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU
let's tell me hour your new year was.

Happy new year condor!
Yesterdat night was a very strange night. We(io,one,lorena,ruggero,laura e nicola) had a dinner to fabione's home, and there was some promblem with laura's dog, but nothing we can't resolve (risolvere). After the dinner we had to go to a party in Bagnara (lorena found this party) but ruggero said something that had been Lorena very angry with him and laura...well, lorena went in her car with me, and we went to bagnara...in the same time the others came to bagnara too...but only one and ruggere came to the party because laura and nicolas come back to laura's home (because also laura was angry with lorena...I know, it's a long story). At the parte we danced and I did everything to resolve the problems between Lorena and Fabione and Ruggero...

About your night i think it was funny, not? And i know how can be difficult for you to understand a very fast conversation in english...but this is only the beginning of your adventure, in the future i'm sure you'll speak in english better than the londiners!

I miss you condor, I hope you can find your happiness in London...and if you find it, tell me! so also i come to london to find happiness...
happy new year condor...kisses.

sure i will die, some kisses to you too! xxxxxx

Condor i'm happy you enjoyed your new year !

Our was very strange.. i have to thank Die, for all he has done.. And let me say that you, going away like that, have made a great thing.

Don't want to add nothing, but some people will never learn from their mistakes... no more to say.

For yesterday evening i have to thank Die, Giuggi... and also One for the mic.. XD
Byez

for yesterday evening i have to thank lorena, for all!

hi there, it is seven in the morning now, i cant sleep so i write here.... today i have to go at a job interview, i hope it will be good, it is in the city, so i have to take the train to get there... i really dont know what kind of waitress theyre looking for, i hope im ok for them... bye guys, now i want to have a bath but someone else is in the bathroom, so i wait....

good luck for your job interview! when you know something about it tell me! kisses condor...

it was good, but it is quite far from here
monday i have to go for a test, this afternoon ill look for a job in other places.... see u soon on line, kisses die, love u

which type of job are you looking for?

waitress or comis waitress

im quite scared about not finding now any job.... well i hope in monday...
why dont you look for a job die? just to do something while youre doing nothing!
today it should be me and fabio alone at home but he is out with his father and im at home alone waiting for him....
kiss

I'm not looking for a job now because i want be free now, without timetables, without engagement...but really i haven't a clear answer for your question...
"life is more intricate than it seems" as say a beautiful song...and my life is more intricate than it seems!

Yea.. It would be beautiful living without doing nothing, but it doesn't seem possible.. And i would not 'njoy it i think..

in someway i have to pay my rent
so.... i need to work... ehy guys, here is freeeeeeeezing cold?
im waiting for you soon here! i want to show you my house, and, show you my new life in here, i like this place, really!
fabio is gone this morning, now im alone, but im talking with steeve and this is a good thing, so, i have to take my life with my own hands...
today i was really bad... because, fabio left! but now im quite ok, and i have to go out and buy something to eat, i have only toasts and tea! nothing else! toasts and tea for all the day.....

In the past sometimes I asked me: why i'm doing this? why i'm studying (for exemple)? and i didn't have an answer. The same for the university this year; i thinked that "lettere" was passion, litterature, reflection abuot life and feelings; insteas it is only consecutio temporum an other dull things...I was disappointed, but in the same time I understood that life is too short to squander its doing something we don't love (like). We must do only what we like, and we can do this only if we change our thinking mode, where to live in this world we must study, we must work, we must have "una punto a metano". The real world is the natural world, and in the nature we can find everything without the complications(study, works, conditions, traditions, prejudices) of our unreal civilisation.
ok, i'm crazy

have you already drunk english coffee? You can think i'm crazy, but i love their coffee...

me too, i like it, but only one thing, it is toooooo hot!

ok well i read your post,
it was quite complicate, but it makes sense....
so, only one thing i dont understand, why you dont want to work, why you dont want to be indie (indipendent) and feel free to live your life (it is what im doing now)
so, today steeve said me i needed a group of people of my age to go out, to go in goth clubs...
he is very nice, he said even i can be free to ask anything to him... so ill do....
sorry die if im out of topic but... so, thoughts river! (com'era flusso di pensieri della rossi? non mi ricordo)

condor, it's hard for me explain you my condition...because really i don't know what i want...now i'm thinking to come london to live this experience with you...

it would be really GRATE Die! london is just amazing! wonderful! too big for me! i love it, really...
i think if you were the same person you were last year, i'd say that you dont like london, but, now i think, it would be grate for you to come here with me!
so, london is the better place to find out your way, many people said to me that sentence, some told me i am brave! i feel good now, i thought really worse before coming, but it is quite easy... for example after one week i feel completely at home here.... i just go out doing my shopping, come back, watch tv (i hate it), use pc, make my own meals, it's home, and it is beautiful! it is better than my parent's house, i have my spaces, but i must be attentive when i use common spaces like bathroom and kitchen, but it is cool, i live with new people, who dont speak italian! it is a wonderful experience die, trust me! so,
i miss you die.... one kiss, im waiting for you!

dear condor, with this experience you'll grow-up and you will become a new person...better than before.
I don't know to do about my life...I must find my way, but it isn't easy...i need you condor!
kisses

i came here to find out my way and many people told me here is the right place, so, i think you need something like this, staying here is helping me... and the best thing is i feel at home, and i really like this place.... this is dangerous, but it is very beautiful!

you are right condor

The only thing I miss is you and Fabio!!!!!!!!!!!! but I feel sooo good here!

Thanks Condor XD
vabbuò..